monday
sunday nite chatted with diana over the fone till 1 plus and on monday with nettez on the way home from PF and then at nite with preethi till 10pm tired and LOL i thought 10pm was 11pm sadden that i couldt convo with them at 11.dammn haha i came up with my own 5 Cs which consist of my feelings and wants LOL - Cheated, Complicated, Confused, Cash and Car. 2 of my sec sch frens thought i was feeling that way becos of my boyfren which i do NOT have. LOL i was bored and just came up with anything i could think of. Anyways PF day 1 suxs WHY? it was SO DRAGGYY! but discussions were fun (: and the PF shirts so F-ing UGLY!
tuesday
Day 2 had to wear the green one eeee. okie we were suppose to go out to Singapore Olympic Academy but in the end didt. they promised us certain things but nvr happened sadden haizz. A presenter (C.K - short form) from there came instead his presentation very interesting and he was s'pore's runner back in the old times LOL. After lunch had discussions again and then we had to present after that could chao so i went to meet preethi and ruru at orchard. End up behaving like a drunk person back and forth doing the most stupidest things. Well now cannot remember much abt it cos i was sleepy yesterday LOL. hmm i think i weee-ed at those toy latterns and made them "dunnoe me".LOL i think i need to ask preethi what else i did. oh ya haha i cant say some cos its between us :x hahahaha. after orchard we went down to woodlands to eat cos preethi needed to order some stuff for her sister. wanted to eat pastamania but ended up eating KFC cos ruru had to go home early. on the way there preethi and me bullied ruru ahaha not really bully but make fun of her and terry.LOL LOL went home with preethi cos ruru had to rush off.
wednesday
day3 and well i went there late today and hahah actually i was on time cos only when i came the thing started dots. left PF for exco meeting and well didt go back for it cos it so so draggy went with them to basketball court and then they went to play pool while i headed to mrt station. im in sports champ comm - F & B hahaa somemore i say not impt LOL i kanna 1st.LOL. i decided today morning to go out with preethi and she called ruru along but she had something on so didt join us anyways we were suppose to go town but ended up in AMK hub because she need to register for fitness1st LOL with michelle at 6 LOL! she gonna lose weight pple hahaa. we walk ard then we went mac waiting for it to be 6 then this guy din called and she thought it was her fren and said "DID YOU MISS ME" but he was actually a guy from fitness1st LOL so so ps hahaha.LOL after registering she got a bag which i help her take home cos she had to go for meeting at bugis ahaha FUNNY FUNNY! if her classmates saw that over there she wouldt hear the end of it (:
haizzz i dunnoe why always ard end of sem 1 to nearing my bdae i start thinking of him too much haizzz i seriously feel stupid so long alr and now im stuck with the memories that slowly feel like it didt happened. was i just dreaming? cos that how it feels like now and i keep quiet as usual not letting it out. FEELING REALLY REALLY STUPID! WHY ALWAYS BEFORE BDAE?
(almost everything!) thoughts just running thru my mind.
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hooked to this song[kept playing in my head yesterday]
what i really want is?
hmm i just wont get it.
disappointments from all directions.