today was quite interesting. thompy didt do report so last min had to do. presentation was OMG! cos not prepared. anyways lucky george tan's not so bad. :D loobs didt come so we had sub lecturer who's better. NSS lecturer like noob lah. didt noe what the hell we were doing for lab. i perfer simon. (: lesson ended and headed to p603. AND NO ONE THERE AGAIN! they say s504 so went south to grab a bite to eat. then headed to blk s then OMG! i dun wanna talk abt it sian. reached and actually meeting was at blk p504. DOTS! dun blame anyone but sorry i just didt like CQ's attitude. well had sort of "trash talk" session. and yes the 2 things they said. FIRSTLY RURU THING! okay im been trying and trying. i forgave you but i just cant forget. im sorry but seriously i CARE CARE CARE WAY TOOOO MUCH! i treat friends importantly and i repeat you disappointed me the most. cover both eyes also cannot be blind! how can i trust you? and you can tell me you dun trust me. wth. were you ever honest with me in the 1st place. i feel that everything you ever told me were lies. the only reason i still HAVE to talk to you is BECAUSE of preethi,diana and excos if weren't for them i would have listen to everyone who told me to end this so called friend-a-me. you left me commentless. and im not saying im not at fault, i noe im. maybe i should have listened to mardiana when she said "YOUR NO GOOD!". yes you said you are "changing" and i dun see the change i just feel your being very fake. i dun go ard telling pple what kind of person you are. matter of fact is they tell me. go ahead badmouth me, i dun care. you just dunnoe how much i've worried abt every little problem we had since poly started. how much i wanna cry. how much i wish i wasnt in the same course or something so that things wouldt have turn this way. you just wont noe. there's so much more i wish to say. but iim tired. ): BEING SOFT AND CLOSE THING! and from the start i really feel im not fit to be an exco. im really not a good snr at ALL! NEED TO CHANGE! im just being a social if that's wrong then my bad. im horrible. sometimes i just hate myself. there.
